Bye 2011, Welcoming 2012

In about 4 hours from now...... Welcoming January 2012. Hm too much things had happened in this year, from the sad things until the happy ones. Starts from dealing with some kind of Bimbel things, prepare myself for High School's National exam and Snmpt tulis things, until I graduated from high school last May and got accepted as the International Relations's student of Gadjah Mada University, Yogyakarta.

Thank you for the memories, 2011. Gonna miss ya a lot. I wish for a better me in 2012. No more tears formula. No more galau, more mature. Have a high IP, and Make my parents proud. Have more best friends. Become Slimmer.................... AMEN. Hope that all of these resolutions will be complete ya.

Last but not least: I wish for a happy ending. It will be great if my 2 years of waiting is not just a waste. But, it is okay if I found someone else. All I wish is i have my own happy ending. And I know I will. Amen.

Happy New Year, Everybody! Loves, C <3

Satu pertanyaan: Sampe kapan bakal terus kayak gini? Dibikin seneng dikit, yang banyak malah negative thinking dan sedihnya. Mau sampe kapan, Chika?

P.S: Today is 25th of December, people! Me wishing ya all, a Merry Berry Christmas! Enjoy your day. God bless ya all, like always <3

His name is Choi Siwon

Whoa..... bloops, please look at the man who wears that plaid shirt!!!! God, He's super cute, super handsome and super lovely! His name is Choi Siwon, he is the member of Super Junior (one of the famous boy band in south korea). Well, I'm not a K-pop-ers, But i do love him much. Look at him in one of Super Junior MV, No other. WHOOOA Super kewl.

I also have his photo that was taken from this video, Enjoy!

What do ya all think? for me, he's super handsome and he has sweet smile. I've been watching that Music video for about more than 2 times a day. God. He's. The. Reason. HAHAHA<3

To: You

Tuesday, 6th of December 2011

To: You

You, yes you. Thank you for being so nice to me. Thank you for being a best friend of mine. Thank you for all the joy you bring. Thank you for being my spirit. Thank you for being the one who makes me smile. Thank you for all the butterflies in my tummy every time you near. Thank you for all the good mood you bring everyday. All I can say is Thank you.

Time flies fast, it's been 2 years. I've been holding back but I don't think that i could still holding on to it anymore. I feel like all the joy suddenly turns into sadness. I feel like you've forgetting me. It's not the old you. I want the old you. I want the old you who always count on me when you need anything. The boy who always go right through me no matter what other people say. The boy who always ask for my advice. The boy who likes to ask me to go the canteen accompanying him to buy food together. The boy who always ask me to teach him well in his studies. The boy who gave me spirit to study hard to reach my dream. The boy who said that he has been praying for my success. The boy who I'm not supposed to fall with. In the end, I Fall. Yeah, fall for that boy.

Thank you. All I can say is thank you. I'm trying to forget all the things we've done as you did. Even though it's hard, even though it breaks my heart that bad, recognizing that you've forgetting me slowly. Chin up, C. Cheer up, C.

God knows best. Let it flow, Let it be. Believe.

Sincerely, Your best friend

Chika